hello

Oh yes,

it is malice.

Knew it would come to me in the end.

a@hs**gdf**ka@sjh.

Kids been unexpectedly taken out of school and I am trying to track where A is going.

Gaawd that was hard work. Have been blocked from A's school and by LEA from any information. I have to put together an information/identity pack before they will speak with me. When I do, how will they know I'm me on the phone? I'll have to come up with a security system for them I guess. Password and question should do it.

Had to remind LEA that father's are not always the villains in these instances.

Best pump up the bike and set off for a couple of bits. Am out of clothes washing detergent and bottoms wipes (the kids like them, that's my excuse).

Am bit nervous. Why am I nervous? I cycled there loads of times last summer.

Hey there sparkling with the cute nose, lol.

Have pumped up the old and cracking tyres. I need new ones I think.

Cycle was fine. It's mostly flat. I slightly misjudged how much would fit in my backpack and had to crush things to get them in. Felt weird doing that trip again. Wonder how I've changed? Something is different.

House is not ready for the children. Got my 4th load of washing on. Floor not clear enough for vacuuming tomorrow yet. Bed soon I think.

OOOOOOH YEEES.

L called me from his mobile. Really weird. He's had it ages, why is he calling now? Lovely, but what is going on? L ended his call as usual, so nothing changed much.

nn :)

er, no.

Apparently someone was missing.

Gulp

:(

:(

have received a harassment order to do with P. Is like a police warning type thing.

Very odd that police have not come to talk to me to verify any allegations. Will be questioning PC M on Monday to see what he has been doing and why. I will ask about appeal or complaints procedure.

my mum is ceasing her role as liason with Louise:

"I am the paternal grandmother of L and A.  I have until this point been acting as liaison for L xxxx regarding matters concerning the children.

I will be ceasing this role from this point forward.  I do not wish to be contacted or approached by L xxxx or P xxxx’ and his relatives.  The reasons for this are fourfold:

• constant telephone demands for money from me by xxxxx xxxxxxx

• the recent physical assault and verbal abuse of my son by members of xxxx xxxxx’ family

• the unhelpful “one-way” nature of the telephone conversations with xxxxx to date, and

• attempts to pass hurtful and misleading messages to my son via myself.

I suggest that in future the mother contacts sadsy directly regarding L and A or his solicitor to whom a copy of this letter has been sent.  Cafcass will also receive a copy."

I didn't call the police, L did.

I took the opportunity when P's relatives did the "nose-to-nose" bit to question them about P's drug usage which rather enflamed them. 

I am fairly tolerant and steady and passed it off in my mind so I didn't call the police. I wanted the number plate as it was P's parents and if L calls me and says he is in trouble and at P's parents, I wouldn't be able to tell the police where he was. At least I would be able to give a number plate which the police would look up and track.

Have been trying to persuade mum for ages to back out of the liaison role, as it was really stressful for her and only benefited L.

:(

Police guys advised not pressing charges as they said it was likely they would fabricate an opposing allegation. Also they said it sounded like I didn't need to have anything else going on and it was a minor assault of 3 hits (?).

There is a domestic violence report going on, even though I said and had no contact with L on this occasion. She did some squaaawking in the background and grabbed some poor woman who was loading her shopping. I did speak with the dom. violence unit lady on Tursday, but can't remember what she said now :( 

My memory is very poor at the moment. Maybe | recorded it? I can't remember if I did.

GF "is lovely" and closely watching me type this for some reason...

GF has shrunk my favourite shirt she bought me. Grrrr.